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26 Desember 2010, Final FFA Indonesia vs Malaysia di Malaysia tadi membuahkan hasil akhir 3-0 buat Malaysia. That was the first time I saw such match, pertama kalinya liat pertandingannya FFA, pertama kalinya liat pertandingannya Indonesia. Kemaren pas Nina nginep di rumah, kita crita-crita soal Christian Gonzales, Bachdim, Bambang, Yongki, and so on about timnas lah pokoknya. Emang yang lagi populer banget hari-hari ini kan itu, ya selaen bahasan cewe pada umumnya (soal Dewi Persik, Jupe, Cinta Fitri, de el el). Waktu dicritain pas Indonesia lawan Filipin yang dramatis gitu aja ampe terharu, crita tok lo padahal, dalam kondisi masih buta info plus gak da bayangan sama yang namanya Bachdim dan sejenisnya. Makanya bertekad bulat hari ini pokoknya kudu nonton, support the very team sampe detik penghabisan. Eh.... sekalinya nonton dibikin guuuemes mes mes, kalah pisan, huhuhu.... Mreka sampe grogi gitu gara2 aq nonton paling ya, jadi nggak konsen, kebobolan terus jadinya, (hohoho, ngayal....

Dear my Lord, There're millions words I want to say to Thee all of which, are "Thank You for blessing me"... Dear my Lord, There's nothing in this world could ever give such a great feelings, most of which, are composure and tranquility. The dew, these twitters, the air and those greens, are all You create for none but for good, of these kinsmen and kinsfolks that're here under Your will. None in this earth I want to be but I am, as You have brought into being this poor little creature filled by a great love from and to Thee. Just, I beg You wholeheartedly my Dear Almighty, I have a very fragile heart these days, and You are the one and only that shows the path of righteousness among this earth of things blurry. The best path of righteousness. I AM afraid this heart would be missled and I do try to hold tight Your light. But only a little poor creature I am, who just, have only You in feet under my skin.

Indonesia, my beloved country where I live in, lagi musim bencana. Gak tanggung tanggung, bencana seakan nggrebek negara ini. Banjir di beberapa daerah terutama di Jabar terutama lagi di Jakarta, Tsunami di Sumatra lagi (Mentawai, Sumatra Barat), sama gunung meletus (Merapi, Jogja). Yang gemes tuh kalo liat berita yang bahasanya provokatif ato liat facebook dan media elektronik kaya' Yahoo! Answer, comment detik, sama kolom diskusi, pun media cetak di kolom opini. Jadi kesel-kesel sendiri sama komentar-komentar nggak mutu yang bisanya cuman nyalahin orang, dalam hal ini pemerintah pastinya. Walo sama sekali nggak terkait sama afiliasi pemerintahan apa pun, tapi degan liat ato baca ky gitu ikutan panas. Justru orang awam sih kalo menurutku, yang cuman bisa ngritik, komen pedes, dan nggak ngasi solusi. Tong kosong nyaring buntinya. Kemaren liat berita Banjir di salah satu tv swasta, pemberitaannya profokatif banget. Judul tag line nya lo "Pemerintah tidak tanggap ...(apa gitu...

Alhamdulillaaaaah ahirnya seminar hasil juga. Revisinya banyak euy. Bismillah, I can do it!!! I really felt grateful not only because I have made it, but also because I got the courage from my friends. Walo cuma sms, wall post di facebook, ato komen di status facebook, their words are such a spirit they delivered. Thanks a lot guys. Hebat yah yang nyemangatin. Hmm... biar banyak revisi yang musti dibabat, tapi hati ini udah lebih ringan. Liat temen yang masih pada berjuang juga buat ngejar seminar2, I really want to encourage them, jangan sampe sempet mereka kepikiran buat give up ato males-malesan. Kalo ada donor spirit ato niat, bakal q donor wes sebanyak-banyaknya, hohoho. GOSH! The only thing I really wanna do right now is just thank You a million times, but no words seem to represent my gratefulness to Thee, my dear Almighty... And nothing could express how much I love you guys, my dearest friends, (jadi berasa bikin kata pengatar) If only I could mention names in the acknowle...

Alhamdulillah thank Godness kemaren udah mulai ngajar di salah satu bimbel bahasa Inggris. Ngajar di bimbel... otomatis ngajar kelas, bukan privat as I used to be. Pernah ngajar kelas sih sebelomnya, tapi waktu jadi pengampu performance buat maba yang notabene udah nggak segede jagung lagi. But this time, kelas yang q pegang penghuninya sembilan unyil-unyil kelas satu sama dua SD. Inget mereka selalu bikin (paling nggak) senyum, dan kadang ketawa, hahaha.... (tuh kan ketawa). Menyenangkan, soalnya anak-anaknya rame banget, pinter2, imut2, celotehan pula. Mungkin karna basicaly I have my own little brother and sister at their age kali yah, jadi seneng dan nyaman aja. Tiur, Dhea, sama Ahmad yang rajin dan pinter, paling sering hafal kalo tebak-tebakan. Si kurus Fifi sama Putri yang suka duduk sebelahan, rajin juga dan doyan banget mimpin prayer. Tessa yang suka ngobrol sendiri, tapi dia pinter dan gampang hafal. Ekha, adeknya Ahmad yang cute kearab-arab an. Hehehe, kalo pas ketinggala...

Well well well,  Yeph, th e icon beside is really what I have on my face when I start typing this. It is absolutely because of Dira, the class I have just taught. Lol. Ooow my God. It always makes me, at least, smile and, at last, laugh. Dira is the name of a class in an English Course institution where I become one of its teachers. It consists of nine students, first and second grade of elementary school. Basically ,they are all great, funny, talk active (the nature of children, indeed), smart, crowded, cutes and disobedient sometimes. And this is my second day of my being with them, excluding two meetings of observation. The matter is, I really don’t know what I have to do with one of them. Diki is cute in fact, but he is also very stubborn, and not sometimes disobedient. He never writes when the others write, but he answers when I ask him things. Yet, he never obey what I want him to do like writing notes, sitting on his place, or writing agenda, except when it is almost the...

Kaya'nya sekarang yang namanya PMS udah familiar nggak cuma di kalangan cewe tapi juga di kalangan cowo yah. Malah banyak yang make kata ini buat ngatain ato guyonan kalo temennya ada yang lagi marahan ato sakit perut. Dasar cowo! Mentang-mentang nggak pernah ngrasain, awas kualat lo! Sampe segedhe ini, dan inspite of having it almost every month, baru tahu kalo yang namanya PMS a.k.a Pre Menstuasi Syndrom ada macem-macem tipenya. Itupun gara-gara seharian nggak jenak beraktivitas becoz of this kind of syndrom (termasuk pas lagi ngetik ini, makanya bisa mengahayati). Nempel aja dia, karepe dewe emang. Jadi tipenya ada tipe A, H, C, sama D. PMS tipe A (menurut artikel yang saya baca) istilah kerennya anxiety. Kalo istilah gampangnya gangguan psikis. Biasanya ditandain dengan suka cemas nggak jelas, perasaan labil, sensitif, saraf tegang. PMS tipe H. Istilah kedokterannya blibet, gampangnya gangguan fisik kali ya. Tanda-tandanya muncul edema(pembengkakan), perut kembung, nyeri ...